Well, it's the one day of the year that reminds you of only one of two things. You're with someone and you're loving it, or you're single and are clearly aware of it now.
Whatever it may be for you, Happy 'whatever' Day!
But this particular post is for my special girl. And things that I feel she should know.
"We didn't meet 'later' we met now. That should mean something."
I said that not to soon again, right? Well I'm glad that I didn't have to use it for it's intended purpose. Through all of our problems we managed to work through them and we're still happy. I now live in this beautiful world because of you and I can't imagine it any other way. We've spent some amazing days together and even though it's only been a short while in how long we wish this to last, I know what's going to happen next and I can't wait. Things can only get better. Well... You call me stupid so they may get a little worse before they get better but, whatever~
I love you, Dear. And I want to tell you something special. I know that sometimes you feel like I don't let you in. I understand that it upsets and frustrates you but please know that it's just a personal issue. You know I've grown up with very strict rules and have had a tough life just as you have. You know that in my household it's always been THINK before you act, and you're the exact opposite. Everything in my life required caution, moments of thought, silence, order, and work and business. There wasn't much time for feelings and cute things so it's hard for me to get used to showing these things. Honestly, in the past we've had, I opened up to you a lot more than I would've ever expected, and I'm not completely open only because it's scary to allow yourself to be vulnerable with another. But over these past months, I'm learning that it's oukay. I, like every man, had/have wild and crazy fantasies and dreams I want to happen; but I know that if I push you away and run, I won't ever have this happiness again. So I've forgotten all about it.
We've got such plans for the future and I want them to come true. Forever is a long time and if you're really up to that, then... Wow. You're not as weak as you keep saying you are. Those three words that are so amazing to hear keep ringing in my ears and it makes me feel ouh so special. But enough of this, I love you, Precious. And I hope this Valentine's Day means something special.
<3
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As this isn't for me it's almost awkward to respond.
ReplyDeleteBut I just felt like saying it's interesting how alike we are in how we are. And yet you hate me for some of those same things. As you take them as me being a bitch..
But I mean. it's nice. It's really nice you get to feel that way with a girl and her for you.
Happiness is quite hard to find and harder to acquire. You be sure to hold onto that.
Oh wow, I really thought I commented here already. o__o I suppose it's cause you just had me read it and then move on to the next part of the surprise :3
ReplyDeleteWell, either way, I love you too, baby. And yes, I really mean it when I say forever. It still hurts right now, cause I just want to be with you so badly... But even so, I know it's worth it. You have no clue how much I'm telling people about you. Earlier today, a friend saw my phone background (the note with our names and the thumbtacks) and she told me it's really cute and nice of you to actually show that "softer" side of you. I told her I agree, and that I'm really lucky to have you. I really am, dear. I used to think connections like the one we have only excisted in TV shows and books. Not something that happens in real life, and definitely not in MY life. Well, guess I was wrong. :3 You're the one my thread is connected to, I'm sure of that. And even if someone tries to cut it, we'll just tie it back together. Forever, my love. Forever is how long I'll love you.
(And now I'll go to bed. :3 Slap toesock!)