Down but not out

I've done my sulking and sat in my sadness and it's about time I came back. I've got a bunch to share with you all; I suppose it depends on how you view 'a bunch'. First of all; a tidbit of writing that came out of nowhere; I literally just sat down and it spilled out.

The world is spinning, and as I walk this earth, the hearts I touch stand still, but the world is still spinning. I can dig deep and fly high, get lost and never found but this gift will never leave me. I am capable of reaching up and grabbing the stars, bring them back to earth and molding gems, yet all of the treasures in the world aren't enough for the greed I have, I've tossed away so much, giving up so much, but my nature is to take and no matter what I do, it's never enough; and the world keeps spinning. I am truly a king, a right given to a select few by powers unknown to mankind. I am suppose to rule, reign and crush all before my with my righteous hands; and still, regardless of all of this power that has been thrust upon me, there are those who still have powerful effects on me, I can't beat them now. I know I can beat them with time, but my current life prevents that; do I chase after my heart's dream or do I stick with the safety of human bonds and knowledge, clinging to this insignificant life I have? I stand at a mental crossroads, each path laid out by my own shadow; here I stand, time stands still beside me, yet the world is still spinning.

ANYWHO; the news, several good things, and I can't think of any bad things, so... Here we go.'
1) I'm headed off to my next semester at ASU in August, which means those of you who read my blog WITHOUT LEAVING COMMENTS (COUGH COUGH) will get to see me again. Well... Those of you I won't see this summer.

2) There are three tattoo ideas I have only two of which are known by a select few and I may decide to go get them soon. SOUNDS GOOD, RIGHT!? No, it's nothing crazy or dramatic, no tattoo across my face or something, they will be able to be hidden. Erm... Well, sort of. I can hide them if I really don't want people to see them.

3) According to a bunch of my friends and a really freaky/weird adult, I, somewhat, have the potential to be a male model, and thus, starting towards the end of this summer and all through this year at college, I will be an amateur male model which means all of you picture freaks out there will get your fill! GET OFF MY BACK.

4) I got my new glasses a week or so ago! They are thick rimmed glasses that make me look pretty cute actually. It was advice from someone and I don't regret it at all, I look really cute. Of course I'll look better with a hair cut and such; AAANNNDD that brings me to the next thing~

5) I'm thinking of bleaching my hair and possibly dying it blue. My choices are leaving it bleached, bleaching it and dying it blue or cutting it. If I don't cut it, I'll probably get my hair straightened and have gorgeous lengthy hair to wave around. YAY, right!? You can all play in my hair s'more. ♥

6) Terra is a douche-bag who will get thrown at a wall because she's just mean and picks on me too much. Skank. :] <33

7) I don't remember but there actually was something else important; maybe it'll come to me later.

BUT YEAH~ I'M BACK NOW; time to write you people stupid so you can be bored with me again. I love you all; call me when my phone is back on!

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