Everyone wants a sign; a non-specific thing or being to pass within their range of vision for even just a brief second; but a sign means nothing if you don't know how to interpret it. The world is full of signs, signals, things telling which direction we should head in, when we should stop, when to go. I'm not talking about driving, I'm talking about life. I myself am waiting for a sign, some... Thing that points me in the direction my heart wants to go, but then I realize that the sign I've been waiting for has been in front of me all along. This wanting to follow my heart is the sign; this yearning for that comforting feeling, my simplistic desires fulfilled, it is all waiting for me. But what if this sign leads me in the wrong direction? What if at the end of this road I find that what I wanted isn't what I can have? Do I wait for another sign, or just make a new one; like I did with the previous? I guess this is to say; don't wait for something to come along and show you where to go; all of the signs are right in front of you, you just need to open your eyes.
I've spent my days pondering about what my next move will be; wondering if stepping out on to thin ice is really a safe thing to do. But I remember that the best moments I had in my life, were the ones when I wasn't thinking. I did what I wanted and it felt wonderful; it was easy to not have regrets because I didn't think about it, but now, there is some that I wish I thought about. And some things that I thought about that I wish I didn't. We're living in a world where you are pummeled with bad news, and how every step you take could be your last, so live life to the fullest; but be cautious and think about it. Mixed emotions for something that I don't have the time to deal with, and neither should you. I feel as though following your heart is doing without thinking, but in itself is all the thinking you need. Every question formed against me will now be answered from the heart; but for those of you who want so many questions answered, ask yourself if you're ready for the answer I might give.
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I'm not sure I want this answered... But I'd apreciate it if you could answer anyway! :3
ReplyDeleteIt's a little personal, so pardon me asking this in a public place, but uhm.. We've known each other for many years, and we've done some pretty crazy things, and some even crazier ones; but I just wanted to know... WHEN IS THE WORLD GOING TO END!? D: ALL THE POOR JACKALOPES AND DEER! FISHIES AND BUTTERFLIES! THE SEA CREATURES! WHEN WILL IT END!? I HAVE TO KNOW SO I CAN SAVE THEM ALL! ;___;
Enough joking; even though many things have changed, some things remain the same. You're still as powerful as you wish to be, you can still be a wonderful king; but as far as I can see, this part of you that you feel is a weakness, may be your best strength ever. (If you can write cryptically and in riddles, so can I. >:]) You know, the only thing I'd say is your weakness is that for the past few months, you've been completely transparent. Your writing is losing its flair, your words are becoming a little lackluster, but this new piece is a little of who you used to be. It's obvious who you're talking about, but so much of this could be directed at others.
If ever you lose sight of what's ahead of you, and the path you want to talk isn't there because of what you feel others might think; make your own path and feel happy from the heart. There's a reason your heart and mind are seperate. <3
Personally, I think the reason they are seperate is because... There are times you're meant to think and use your mind to solve your problems. But with matters of the heart, sometimes people try to use their minds and let other people's words change what their heart truly desires, be it embarassment, jealousy, stupidity, whatever it may be; follow your heart when the matter is one of the heart. Follow your mind when when it's a matter of logic, and follow the signs only when you're on the road.
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